| This isnt meant for a response... I ve always wondered what would have happened if i have choose differently.... would i have stayed in, despite all? or wouldnt i?
where is the happy ending now?
to better things....montreal. is. awsume. specially when everyone comes here. |
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| i cant understand this perpetual apathy. i cant sleep, im stressed, school isnt the greatest ( though better then before), money is such an issue i dont even want to begin....
where is ground zero? fuck that, where is ground +1? things are losing interest to me, i seem to be retreating further and further into myself.
thank god for christin and jeff.
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| i wish i could understand, what causes these cycles of happy, sad, and everything in between. i wish there was some way to control it. i so desperatly want to move on, and to mature, to find my place, and to go somewheres. i fear i shall never gain that motivation to... do something.
what does it take?
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| fuck, how ive come to hate distance. distance in a relationship sucks. its annoying, it brings about bizarre feelings, and is easy to throw in wedges. i hate it i hate it i hate it. id rather be annoyed with seeing her all the time, then not at all. this kind of time kills me more then anything else. it throws my mind into a jumble of mush. it makes me worry, and think stupid things. it makes me possesive, and protective, and sometimes jealous. but you know what?> thats all bull, its just irrational feelings. i hate the irrational. |
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